You are determined to grow, but not to take the steps that are needed. Subconsciously you don’t believe you are really worth it to create the happiness you deserve. From that energy you tend to sabotage your own success. For this you blame everything and everyone, including yourself, but meanwhile you stay where you are without getting further.
Don’t make it too complex, because it is not that difficult at all. Stay focused on yourself, admit your insecurities and ask your soul for salvation of everything that limits your growth.
The frequency of Salvation helps you to get rid of limiting judgments about yourself.
Affirmation: I’m worth it to be myself.