You are very focused on perfection and that is why you don’t allow yourself to make any mistakes. You give too much attention to what is not right, what is going wrong, where you are at a standstill etc. You judge yourself and sometimes it goes even further than that. You immediately feel guilty, because whatever you do; you never do it exactly right. From that feeling of guilt you compensate to please others, because you don’t want to disappoint anybody or fall short. All these behavioral patterns sabotage your own success.
Subconsciously you are putting your life plan to one side, because you keep judging yourself. The turning point is all about pride. Life as a person is not always easy. You have to make choices constantly, especially when you are under pressure and it could be that you then choose something that does not go the way you expect it to. Just understand that nothing is wrong and that you don’t have to compensate anything. It’s important to dare to have pride. Be proud of everything you do of have done, whether it has helped you to move forward or not. Then the energy that enables you to grow can flow.
The frequency of Pride stimulates you to be proud of who you are, what you have achieved and where you want to go.